Thursday, December 16, 2010

I feel like there is so much stuff "pending" in my life. We are anxious to move into a new home, but cannot seem to sell the one we are currently in. I know that its a slow time right now, and that is fine, but it is hard to try and make plans until we know that our house is sold. Since we have listed our home we had three other homes within FEET of us, list as well. I hope it doesn't hinder our situation.

We also have been waiting for a driver position to open up for Micah at UPS so that he can be on "days" and I can finally stay home with the kids, and have Micah on a regular sleep schedule. We never thought we would be waiting this long. It has been a little frustrating at times that we are continually waiting, but what more can we do?

Also, there has been talk with my current employers along with a potentially new employer to have me work from home doing billing, insurances and collections. I have always wanted to be a stay at home mom, but stepping out of the workforce is a little bit unnerving. So this opportunity just might be the "fit" for me. Although now, I have to consider who I will work for? Do I work for a new employer who will pay me quite a bit more? Or, do I work for the same guys I have worked for for over 10 years and who I have built a strong work relationship with?

Its funny, you think that once you get married, have children and husband graduating college, then you have set your place in life, no more "worries", but in fact, it is constantly changing and you are constantly adapting. But honestly, I wouldn't have it any other way. I am so happy with my life. I am so blessed to have a loving husband who works hard and does all he can to make my life and our children's lives happy and easy. I am greatful for wonderful children who teach me so much about myself and the kind of person I want to be. I am greatful we have stable jobs and for such a wonderful home. It may not be our "dream house" but it is our "dream home". And I know that I owe it all to my Father in Heaven. I know that he loves me, because I see it in the blessing I have. It gives me such strength to know I am a daughter or God.